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After experience
had taught me that all the usual surroundings of social life are
vain and futile, I finally resolved to inquire whether there might
be some real good having power to communicate itself, which would
affect the mind singly, to the exclusion of all else: whether, in
fact, there might be anything of which the discovery and attainment
would enable me to enjoy continuous, supreme, and unending happiness
The ordinary
surroundings of life which are esteemed by men to be the highest
good, may be classed under the three headsRiches, Fame, and
the Pleasures of Sense: with these three the mind is so absorbed
that it has little power to reflect on any different good.
By sensual
pleasure the mind is enthralled to the extent of quiescence, as
if the supreme good were actually attained, so that it is quite
incapable of thinking of any other object; when such pleasure has
been gratified it is followed by extreme melancholy, whereby the
mind, though not enthralled, is disturbed and dulled.
The pursuit
of honors and riches is likewise very absorbing, especially if such
objects be sought simply for their own sake, inasmuch as they are
then supposed to constitute the highest good. In the case of fame
the mind is still more absorbed, for fame is conceived as always
good for its own sake, and as the ultimate end to which all actions
are directed.
Further,
the attainment of riches and fame is not followed as in the case
of sensual pleasures by repentance, but, the more we acquire, the
greater is our delight, and, consequently, the more are we incited
to increase both the one and the other; on the other hand, if our
hopes happen to be frustrated we are plunged into the deepest sadness.
Fame has the further drawback that it compels its votaries to order
their lives according to the opinions of their fellowmen, shunning
what they usually shun, and seeking what they usually seek
Further
reflection convinced me that if I could really get to the root of
the matter I should be leaving certain evils for a certain good.
I thus perceived that I was in a state of great peril, and I compelled
myself to seek with all my strength for a remedy, however uncertain
it might be...
All the objects
pursued by the multitude not only bring no remedy that tends to
preserve our being, but even act as hindrances, [often] causing
the death of those who possess them, and always of those who are
possessed by them.
There are
many examples of men who have suffered persecution even to death
for the sake of their riches, and of men who in pursuit of wealth
have exposed themselves to so many dangers, that they have paid
away their life as a penalty for their folly. Examples are no less
numerous of men, who have endured the utmost wretchedness for the
sake of gaining or preserving their reputation. Lastly, there are
innumerable cases of men, who have hastened their death through
overindulgence in sensual pleasure.
All these
evils seem to have arisen from the fact, that happiness or unhappiness
is made wholly dependent on the quality of the object which we love.
When a thing is not loved, no quarrels will arise concerning it
--- no sadness be felt if it perishes --- no envy if it is possessed
by another --- no fear, no hatred, in short no disturbances of the
mind. All these arise from the love of what is perishable, such
as the objects already mentioned. But love towards a thing eternal
and infinite feeds the mind wholly with joy
[Now] man
conceives a human character much more stable than his own, and sees
that there is no reason why he should not himself acquire such a
character. Thus he is led to seek for means which will bring him
to this pitch of perfection, and calls everything which will serve
as such means a true good. The chief good is that he should arrive,
together with other individuals if possible, at the possession of
the aforesaid character.
What that
character is the knowledge of the union existing being the mind
and the whole of nature. This, then, is the end for which I strive,
to attain to such a character myself, and to endeavor that many
should attain to it with me. In other words, it is part of my happiness
to lend a helping hand, that many others may understand even as
I do
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