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Let
man contemplate the whole of nature in her full and grand majesty,
and turn his vision from the low objects which surround him. Let
him regard the sun. Let the earth appear to him a point in comparison
with the vast circle described by the sun.
Let
him wonder at the fact that this vast circle is itself but a very
finepoint in comparison with that described by the stars in their
revolution round the firmament. Let our imagination pass beyond.
The whole visible cosmos is only an imperceptible atom in the ample
bosom of nature. In vain we extend our conceptions beyond imaginable
spaces; we bring forth but atoms in comparison with the reality
of things. For the universe is an infinite sphere, the centre of
which is everywhere, the circumference nowhere.
There is another aspect, equally astonishing. Let him examine the
most delicate things he knows. Let a mite be given him, with its
minute body and parts incomparably more minute, limbs with their
joints, veins in the limbs, blood in the veins, humours in the blood,
drops in the humours, vapours in the drops. Dividing these last
things again, let him exhaust his powers of conception.
He
will think perhaps that he has arrived at the minutest atom of nature.
I will show him therein a new abyss. I will picture for him the
inconceivable immensity of nature in the compass of this abridged
atom
Mans body, which just before was imperceptible
in the universe, is now a colossus in comparison with the infinitely
small at which it is possible to arrive.
What is man in the midst of these two infinities? A Nothing in comparison
with the Infinite, an All in comparison with the Nothing, a mean
between nothing and everything. Since he is infinitely removed from
comprehending the extremes, the end of things and their beginning
are hopelessly hidden from him in an impenetrable secret; he is
equally incapable of knowing the Nothing from which he was made,
and the Infinite in which he is swallowed up
We sail on a vast expanse of being, ever uncertain, ever drifting.
When we think to attach ourselves to any point and to fasten to
it, it wavers and leaves us; and if we follow it, it eludes our
grasp, slips past us, and vanishes forever. Nothing stays for us.
This is our natural condition and yet most contrary to our inclination;
we burn with desire to find solid ground and an ultimate sure foundation
whereon to build a tower reaching to the Infinite. But our whole
groundwork cracks, and the earth opens to abysses
When I consider the short duration of my life, swallowed up in an
eternity before and after, the little space I fill engulfed in the
infinite immensity of spaces whereof I know nothing, and which know
nothing of me, I am terrified. The eternal silence of these infinite
spaces frightens me
Not from space must I seek my dignity. I should have no more if
I possessed whole worlds. By space the universe encompasses and
swallows me as an atom
by thought I comprehend the world.
Man
is but a reed, the most feeble thing in nature; but he is a thinking
reed. It needs not that the entire universe should arm itself to
crush him. A vapour, a drop of water suffices to kill him. But,
should the universe crush him, man would still be more noble than
that which killed him, because he knows that he dies and the universe
has the better of him. The universe knows nothing of this
This
is what I see and what troubles me. I look on all sides, and I see
only darkness everywhere. Nature presents to me nothing which is
not matter of doubt and concern. If I saw nothing there which revealed
a Divinity, I would come to a negative conclusion; if I saw everywhere
the signs of a Creator, I would remain peacefully in faith. But,
seeing too much to deny and too little to be sure, I am in a state
to be pitied; wherefore I have a hundred times wished that if a
God maintains Nature, she should testify to Him unequivocally, and
that, if the signs she gives are deceptive, she should suppress
them altogether; that she should say everything or nothing, that
I might see which cause I ought to follow. Whereas in my present
state, ignorant of what I am or of what I ought to do, I know neither
my condition nor my duty.
My heart inclines wholly to know where is the true good, in order
to follow it
It
is incomprehensible that God should exist, and it is incomprehensible
that He should not exist; that the soul should be joined to the
body, and that we should have no soul; that the world should be
created, and that it should not be created, etc.
If there is a God, He is infinitely incomprehensible, since, having
neither parts nor limits, He has no affinity to us. We are then
incapable of knowing either what He is or if He is
[The famous wager]
Let
us then examine this point, and say, "God is, or He is not."
But to which side shall we incline? Reason can decide nothing here
What will you wager?
Let
us weigh the gain and the loss in wagering that God is. Let us estimate
these two chances. If you gain, you gain all; if you lose, you lose
nothing. Wager, then, without hesitation that He is
The
end of this discourse. -- Now, what harm will befall you in
taking this side? You will be faithful, humble, grateful, generous,
a sincere friend, truthful. Certainly you will not have those poisonous
pleasures, glory and luxury; but will you not have others? I will
tell you that you will thereby gain in this life, and that, at each
step you take on this road, you will see so great certainty of gain,
so much nothingness in what you risk, that you will at last recognise
that you have wagered for something certain and infinite, for which
you have given nothing.
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