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In
our modern rich culture there are likely to be moments of blank
misgiving in which a person finds that the civilization of which
one is a part leaves a dusty taste in the mouth.
A
person may be very busy with many things, but discovers one day
that they may no longer feel to be worth doing
People get
involved in an elaborate routine of pleasures that do not seem to
amuse very much. Such a person finds it hard to believe that doing
any one thing is better than doing any other thing, or, in fact,
that it is better than doing nothing at all.
It
is possible for multitudes of people in time of peace and security
to exist agreeably somewhat incoherently, perhaps, but without
convulsions - to dream a little and not unpleasantly, to have only
now and then a nightmare, and only occasionally a rude awakening.
It is possible to drift along not too discontentedly, somewhat nervously,
somewhat anxiously, somewhat confusedly, hoping for the best, and
believing in nothing very much. It is possible to be a passable
citizen.
But
it is not possible to be wholly at peace. For serenity of soul requires
some better organization of life than a person can attain by pursuing
ones casual ambitions, satisfying ones hunger and for
the rest accepting destiny as an idiots tale in which one
dumb sensation succeeds another to no known end. But it is not possible
for such a person to be wholly alive. For that depends upon ones
sense of being completely engaged with the world, with all ones
passions and all ones faculties in rich harmonies with one
another, and in deep rhythm with the nature of things.
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