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Strange
is our situation here upon earth. Each of us comes for a short visit,
not knowing why, yet sometimes seeming to divine a purpose
I
do not believe we can have any freedom at all in the philosophical
sense, for we act not only under external compulsion but also by
inner necessity. Schopenhauers saying A man can
surely do what he wills to do, but he cannot determine what he wills
impressed itself upon me in youth and has always consoled
me when I have witnessed or suffered lifes hardships. This
conviction is a perpetual breeder of tolerance, for it does not
allow us to take ourselves or others too seriously; it makes rather
for a sense of humor.
To
ponder interminably over the reason for ones own existence
or the meaning of life in general seems to me, from an objective
point of view, to be sheer folly. And yet everyone holds certain
ideals by which he guides his aspiration and his judgment. The ideals
which have always shone before me and filled me with the joy of
living are goodness, beauty, and truth. To make a goal of comfort
or happiness has never appealed to me; a system of ethics built
on this basis would be sufficient only for a herd of cattle.
Without
the sense of collaborating with like-minded beings in the pursuit
of the ever unattainable in art and scientific research, my life
would have been empty. Ever since childhood I have scorned the commonplace
limits so often set upon human ambition. Possessions, outward success,
publicity, luxuryto me these have always been contemptible.
I believe that a simple and unassuming manner of life is best for
everyone, best both for the body and the mind
The
most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is
the source of all true art and science. He to whom this emotion
is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt
in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed. This insight into
the mystery of life, coupled though it be with fear, has also given
rise to religion. To know that what is impenetrable to us really
exists, manifesting itself as the highest wisdom and the most radiant
beauty which our dull faculties can comprehend only in their most
primitive forms this knowledge, this feeling, is at the center
of true religiousness. In this sense, and in this sense only, I
belong in the ranks of devoutly religious men.
It is enough for me to contemplate the mystery of conscious life
perpetuating itself through all eternity, to reflect upon the marvelous
structure of the universe which we can dimly perceive, and to try
humbly to comprehend even an infinitesimal part of the intelligence
manifested in nature.
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